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c Monday, March 31, 2008 d

last friday..

went to causeway point with hammy, joanne, shijin n rq for dinner..
slack and chat awhile.. Shijin n joanne went home 1st..
hammy's dad fetched her other place for feast again..

left me n rq..

didnt want to go home that early..
we went to pasar malam.. but her foot hurt again..
so we intended to go home..
so she asked wad bus i taking..
bus 965..
she asked if i wanna go her hse there take instead..
i agreed..
so while walking toward her hse there..
we talked abt some issues that triggered us to discuss further..
she should turn left and headed back home..
but she wanna acc me to wait at the bus stop..

endless conversation..
i was quite relunctant to leave when she prompted wad time i gonna be home..

i realized we shared the same fate..
situations r identical..
quite shocking..

i just felt that those issues n responsibilities r way too heavy for this small frame to shoulder..
but i must admit..
she is brave..

kind of enjoy such moment..
personal thing that i seldom say out..
i confide in her..

seriously i feel like walking her home often so that i can hear her story..
it's interesting to discover that such affinity ever exist..
approx. 2hrs of chatting.. no gossip.. purely heart to heart talk..
i dun even wanna leave.. no choice but to catch last bus.. haha..

eventually i gt so much to say.. but ... retard la.. i forgot again..

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c Wednesday, March 26, 2008 d

yesterday..

as usual, we had our 20mins morning break.. but we were walking quite slow.. rushing is not our style i supposed.. haha..
i was walking ahead of rongqian(rq), lifen(LF), eve, yiting(yt) n elle.. i heard them said why i walked so slow.. that's funny becos i was in front of them yet they said i walked very slow.. then i heard eve said "qt, why u walk like a robot?!" -.-!!
then i heard rq said "no, like model, cool cool that type"

HA!! which comments sound more appealing to u guys? of cos is the latter right? haha.. alright im being thick skinned again.. then aft the break i went ladies with rq.. i asked her whether i really walk like a robot or not.. no she said.. instead she felt that i walked like cool type model.. thx.. LOL..
but im fat la.. cant be model.. that's y having yogurt for lunch today..

i wondered if i would gt any award for being the 'Most Friendliest Agent' .. haha.. cos ytd was listening to evaluation on calls.. many kept saying im friendly.. ha.. thx..

do i look lecherous? i was commenting on rq as she's super slim.. i just envy her n commented that she's slim n i was being bombarded by ppl saying that i was being lecherous.. -.-!!

was eating rubberband sweet. i bit one end, yt bit another end. try to challenge if we could eat till the mid or not.. but suddenly LF said why yt like to kiss ppl then yt turned away n the sweet just fling out of my mouth.. alright i noe it's disgusting.. lol.. but we tried 3times..

kept calling for IVR.. luck wasn't really gd ytd.. but at least i finished up my task.. satisfied.. lol..

but still have reports not yet done.. rather exhausted recently.. i went to slp early ytd.. guess my parents tot i was sick.. they put money on my table for me to consult doc.. but nah, i dun wan.. no big deal.. haha..

yt n rq wanna go HK.. but.. i not sure.. guess not going with them.. but i feel like going.. interest has been conflicted again by some reasons..

ehh kejia, i not sure if i am able to meet u guys.. cos afraid reports cant finish on time.. will confirm with ya.. =)

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c Monday, March 24, 2008 d

YEAH!! shijin bought me souvenir from her trip to vietnam.. i oso requested lena to buy something for me.. yea i noe im thick skinned.. haha..

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eh seriously i really wish to make fren with ___ . feel that we gt the same lifestyle.. i dunno..
feel like watching movies.. go sentosa.. oh yea having bbq soon.. thrilled.. but it means that csc is ending soon.. dun wan it to happen.. though i admit i dun really like to make calls but just like the ppl here.. =)

blogging in sch.. so no pic to upload.. damn.. my internet at home has been terminated.. waaa faint..

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recently my emotion fluctuated.. high n low high n low.. i keep thinking if time is able to turn back, how will i treasure the chance to live again.. that's y i dun wanna have regrets in not doing the things that i wanted.. wanna pursue the lifestyle that i wan.. =)

LUNCH !!! ~~

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c Saturday, March 22, 2008 d

watched step up 2 alr!! thrilled.. upload pics that were taken long ago.. thrilled.. chatted with someone i long wanna talk to.. thrilled.. hahahaha..

hey ppl !! anyone out there !! pls ask me out.. anytime on weekends.. 530pm onwards for weekdays.. anywhere.. just ask me out.. haha..

tep is ending soon.. kinda sad.. cos i really enjoy the company that i have in csc.. ppl crapping, singing, laughing.. so much fun..

blaaahh.. emo get over me again.. stupid.. blaaah..

saw hweimin at bugis.. so thrilled !! haha.. she made my day.. love her..

blaaah..

when can i go sentosa for volleyball...? wondering...

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c Friday, March 14, 2008 d

alright 1st of all i understand that my blog has been collecting spider webs and many kept asking me to update.. lol..my apologies la..

currently at CSC.. dun really like the things i have been doing in fact.. but im looking forward for each day is the company that i have with the team.. today i read joanne's blog.. exactly saying out wad's on my mind.. haha.. next wk watching
step up 2 with some of them.. excited.. it reminded me of the field trip we had last fri.. the whole team went to DBS contact centre.. aft that we went to orchard.. but in the end only 6 of us remained for dinner.. but having lots of fun..cos is all abt crappy stuff ... we went to starbucks aft our meal.. yiling left earlier.. so left the 5 of us.. then we were like thinking of topics to chat abt.. in the end i was like being bombarded by many qns.. FAINT.. thx ar.. hahahahaha!!

very glad that we went for such outing.. tend to noe them more... just like how i gt to noe more abt yiting.. i told her b4.. she gave me an impression that she's dao, cool and firece type.. but heh heh.. not exactly in fact.. she's damn funny.. that's y i hope more ppl can join us for the movie step up 2..

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shouldnt be so emo that day.. but just cant take it out of sudden.. esp the feeling when u felt so alone.. goodness.. thx those ppl who concern.. =) u noe who u r.. lol..
it's hard to please others.. nv enough to satisfy.. there will always be a grp of ppl criticising or commenting.. ehh why not please myself instead? haha.. live in my own world.. but oso welcome those who wanna be in my world.. haha..

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today i read someone's blog .. ehh can feel the pain for that person.. maybe we r of the same kind.. probably that's the reason i can decipher what she meant..

must gt back to call again.. boring................... TODAY CSC ONLY GOT 5 OF US IN THE TEAM!!! GOSH !!!!! haha..

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