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c Thursday, July 31, 2008 d

song and lyric - easiest way to convey the message

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go
Cause when you look me in the eyes.

-sweetest-

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c Monday, July 28, 2008 d


POL-ITE. ITE won the championship.

number 9 player..


drained up her energy.. number 11 player is awesome too..

celebrating her bday.. best gift must be the championship they won..
number 9 player's skill is really gd.. small frame yet tough in defending opponents..
upcoming competition will be ITE intercollege match. *twist*
thanks sf for the pics. - 2.15am-

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c Saturday, July 26, 2008 d

25 July

POL-ITE FINAL

simply awesome.
RP versus ITE.
nv seen both teams could have same score that frequently.
but in the end the score was 56 for RP and 60 for ITE.
damn cool.
waves of screaming and shouting to show support for each team.
total craziness !

ITE NUMBER 9 player. impressive.
her birthday on this day.
i wished her.
and find her.. mm...
hahahaa !

watching them playing was simply an enjoyment.
the team spirit shown. MVP appearing.
unless u watch the match, it's hard to say it all.
hahahaha.
ended perfectly. thumbs up.
POL-ITE POL-ITE POL-ITE POL-ITE POL-ITE !! :D
___________________________

' =) '
i hope that God will look aft u when im not by ur side.
i cherish every min that i have with u.
u're just part of my life alr.
using the amount of raindrop on thurs to imply my liking for u.
it has nv lessen at all.

-thurs and fri memories etched in my mind-

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c Saturday, July 19, 2008 d

Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been

-fonder and fonder..- 3.01am


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c Thursday, July 17, 2008 d

POL-ITE 2008
(Polytechnics versus ITE)

basketball players were so agressive. they bumped each other, offensive and defensive, tried all means to zero in the basket and etc. some showed sportsmanship, some are not at all.

my health condition has been deteriorating. but aft watching the match, i believe bball/sports still invigorate me. my friend told me that if one is able to enter into POL-ITE, it means that those are top-notch players. either they are from singapore team or they had participated in major competitions b4.

initially i thought the best player i've ever seen would be my idol. however the match was really an eye opener for me. there are numerous gd players out there vying and exceling the high bar that they set. no doubt ITE players are really excellent. no reserve for energy, they just go for it.. thumbs up ..

match was held at RP. gosh the place is really beautiful and huge. sigh 3rd yr in nyp alr..... HAHAHA ! my friend, yu, was like dancing when she played this song - feedback. faint. for goodness' sake, at RP u noe .. luckily it was dark and late at night.. ahahha bet nobody can recognise la huh.. yu, my idol still shine ok.. hahaha.. hope for more of sucha event.. =)

-bball, volleyball, swimming..........excites me -

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c Monday, July 14, 2008 d





sang this song in front of jazz and mingzhu. they were so hyper initially but aft listening they became so emo and said they were touched by the way i sang the song. hahaha !
i especially love these 2 parts of the lyric..


1) 我怀念的是无话不说 我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动 (this part endeared me)

2)我放手 我让座 假洒脱 谁懂我多么不舍得 (this part too !)
太爱了 所以我 没有哭 没有说

-for those who dun really understand chinese song, listen to the melody. it's real nice. =) imsuchasilly-

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c Tuesday, July 8, 2008 d

mingzhu and jazzlin - a very big thanks to u guys for looking aft me when i was in sucha bad health condition today. deeply appreciated.

Janice - I LOVE YOU ! i do miss the heart to heart talk with u. always available for u on msn ! =)

' =) ' - =)

- im prepared for the worst -

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c Monday, July 7, 2008 d

'do i sneak up on ur thoughts ? '
u said sometimes.

sometimes, i anticipate ur sms.
and now im really yearning for u.
the sense of yearning is so strong that it leads me to cry.
at times, dreams that seemed so real simply jerk me from my less-than-few-hours sleep
do u noe how badly i miss u?
i may appear to be nonchalant but nobody understands what's going thru my mind.

miss the initial feeling when i looked thru previous messages.
i have yet fulfilled anything that i had promised u.
always, i have lots wanna share with u.
and yet on the other hand im worried that i might be a disturbance/nuisance to u.
i guess.. i have hurt u, let u down, upset u or whatever undesirable actions u guys can think of..
shouldnt harp on it anymore? it just takes time..

i muster up so much courage to say/ask the first thing and in the end i have to muster up courage to say i respect ur decision, let's be friends.

things have not been easy for me.
mood and emotion can fluctuate anytime.
but no worries, optimism still stay with me.
just that i always and still have lots of questions unanswered.

but i really wish to re-enter into ur world....

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c Sunday, July 6, 2008 d

If you didn't know, you're the only thing that's on my mind.

- what else can keep me going ? -1.32am

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c Friday, July 4, 2008 d

one month alr.
and it's only one month.
i wont blame, wont hate, wont bear grudges..
there's no right/wrong in rs.
just find it a pity.
i once said, if one day u realize u do have feeling for me, please tell me.
and i have lost u b4 i could even hear u say that.
but thankfully we still remain as friends.
no matter what, u will still have a place in my heart.
=)

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c Tuesday, July 1, 2008 d

8.55pm

Whatever it takes lyric - Lifehouse

To ' =) '

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that
I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

- this lyric seems to describe my feeling now. ' =) ' i really really like you and sometimes i hate myself for hurting you -

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