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Sunday, May 18, 2008
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been thinking n thinkin n thinking..
my brain, just like a player;rewind n forward n rewind n forward some issues
i've been thinking so much, too hard n having headache..
if only i could stop this.......
slap myself hard on my face !
__ is damn right abt me..
i've thought of the 'alternatives' but didnt carry out.
that's true..
im trying to be like a leader in World War who's an idealist..
but who m i to have imitated his style?
Me, just a nobody n of no value to whoever is making use of..
the pressure n tension made me suffocated.
absolute frankness knocked some sense into me.
but any idea how hard i must muster up my courage to face this?
im stupid.
once bitten, twice shy.
bitten not just once.. doesnt mean i dun learn my lesson..
can i quit this game ?
adrenaline just keep gushing in any way it likes in my body..
causing heart to ache occasionally, headache, nauseous n sometimes almost forgot to breathe..
corny? how can one forget to breathe? it's a voluntary respiratory but when one get so drained, nth can be 100% sure.
'wad does not kill me, makes me stronger. how sure? ' saw this somewhere..
true enough.
nth kills me. im still kicking n alive. but im aint any stronger.
it just takes time to heal. however b4 getting heal thoroughly, im hurted n affected badly again.
i just wish that God can hear me pray..
sunday 2.27am now.. pretty late .. hope i can slp .. gd nite ppl..
jamming at Sunday, May 18, 2008
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