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Sunday, May 11, 2008
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Happy Mother's Day !
no doubt it should be a joyous occasion to reward hardworking mums by treating them to a feast or buy them gifts or wadever that pls them.
however, i wondered if my grandma was happy while having dinner just now..
handful of ppl not attending.. guessed that's why she's kinda upset..
tis time round, my uncles were really not organized..
hopefully my grandma is feeling ok now.. =)
tumultuous torrent of thoughts invading into my mind without any hesitation..
late grandfather.. that's wad i had been thinking of..
i didnt noe i missed him so much..
that's y i always avoid recalling back..
grandfather used to talk to me alot.. cos i always visit grandparents on weekly basis..
that time uncles gt them domestic helper.. but grandfather was really unhappy with the maid.. so i listened to his grumbling..=)
i always listened attentively.. sometimes reluctantly..i noe im damn bastard ok..
i always wanna gt him something.. food or his fav sweets..
ya damn to my idiotic thinking 'ya next wk i can gt for him. next wk. next wk...'
'next wk' nv come again for grandfather..procrastinate somemore n im damn fuckin' regretted now..
i pray..
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flu flu flu.. down with flu.. who the hell has been cursing me.. sigh..
feeling lethargic.. getting myself vit. C sooooon..
hey i wanna go explore some clubs.. JK intro me 'play'.. anyone? LOL..
plenty of things wanna state down but once again due to my short term memory , that's all for today..
gd nite ppl.. =)