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Friday, May 2, 2008
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this is life.. this is reality..
wounded deeply.. felt as if a damn sharp knife had just stabbed straight into my heart.. helpless as i couldnt defend myself from the stab.. sinking into an ordeal of mental anguish again.. this time round was due to proj.. if im interested to see troubled or emo expressions, i can simply just pick up a mirror n look at it..
tear ducts had been active huh.. tears just rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably in front of my frens..
i dun prefer ppl to be pretentious.. im perfectly alright if u r honest with me.. dun beat ard the bush n in the end still trying so hard to get into everyone's gd book.. i felt disgusted each time i had to unravel the truth by myself.. fuckin' irritating..
nv doubt/underestimate one's competency n intelligence level.. seriously..
gonna make myself a proof..
why ?
-top student for bio-chem(Full marks)/chinese(97/100)/lit/pure geog/FNN/combined humanities before in sec sch..
-12points for O level..
-distinction student in CRM module..
(well well enough..dun wanna say all my results.. just a lil bit will do.. im not showing off or wad.. just dislike the fact that i was somehow being labelled as "DUMB ASS" .. it can be very provocative to show such thing but.. who cares?! )
going home with heavy load on my shoulders n heart..
emotion was kinda repaired by someone's call..
unexpected call..
shijin called..
well.. guessed she knew wad had happened..
she's my pillar of support..
imagine wad i had gone thru the fri morning till now..
just as i was feeling down n she called made me glad.. =)
just enjoy the way she talk to me.. really like to have conversation with her..im really touched by her action.. she just made my day.. =)
i cant simply use words to describe my feeling for her.. cos that instant thought n emotion r inexplicable feeling..
many thanks to these ppl as well..
-sabirah [sms me n asked if im ok.. yup im fine with u ard.. thx for telling me =) ]
-soek hiang [gave me tissue =) ]
-yiling [hear me out.. r u shocked ? haha pls dun alright.. ]
-jazzlin [listen n comfort me by acc me to dinner ]
-shijin [last but not least.. thx ]
-wad does not kill me, makes me stronger-
jamming at Friday, May 02, 2008
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