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Saturday, May 17, 2008
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unable to breathe n think aft receiving someone's call..
i was really worried.. cos i felt that __ might shoulder everything alone.. despite might cry or upset or wadever.. __ just wont choose to say out.. somehow i knew something was rather amiss upon the unexpected call..
i dun even think that the guy takes u as fren anymore.. i'm really disappointed for wad i saw in front of my laptop.. the impact is so strong that it almost pushed me to stop breathing n heart stop beating..
know nuts abt the fact? wad u have to do is to SHUT THE FUCK UP !
dun bombard anyone with nonsense as it's totally unfair !
im really flustered out now.. now.. seriously..
i gt tons to tell __ .. but afraid that i will burden on ..
emotional wreckage.. me n __ are undergoing now..
no matter how strong the person appears to be.. he/she can be so weak that he/she can just shattered in anytime.. my heart is really aching like hell.. aching on ___ behalf, aching for wadever reasons.. i understand the word 'ANXIETY' .. im in a state that's more than anxiety..
i feel like rushing down the __ place.. cant take it anymore.. but i dunno the situation for __ ..
torment.. why must we go thru such thing.. thought "rainbow" for us.. at least that's wad i thought.. i just wish that God can see us thru.. as i have no strength to carry on like tis..
my feeling now? useless .. naive.. dumb..
if i can fall into comatose n really 'rest well' ...................
jamming at Saturday, May 17, 2008
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