yesterday..
went to cck with jk to do work. cher came aft that.
cher asked me out of mac for a talk.
she is really a sweet person.
cos in sch she asked me alr.
but i cant bring myself to talk abt the matter yet.
was given some advices n gonna try it out.
clarify beats emo-ing alone at a corner.
yup. i noe.
my emo thing is really getting into me.
affected me to work, to think..
i dun like it either.
but i believe when mon comes, i will be alright..
stay over at cher's place.
cant really slp though i was tired.
watched some shows trying to make myself laugh.
met jazz at 11am .. but was late.. sorry..
went to library n finished at 7pm plus..
while doing work, out of sudden jazz said that this song suits me n __
title is " wo yi zhi dou zai " (meaning - i am still here)
check out the lyric.. is really nice..
yvonne joined us for dinner at jurong.
jazz..out of sudden asked me dun smoke.. -.- !!
took train back to sengkang..
with blurred vision?
songs can really explain all. the lyric or title or melody just suit my mood..
weekends coming again..
mon approaching soon..
dun feel like going to sch on mon..
but must hand in proj.. cant leave jazz in lurch..
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i noe i suck !
i didnt noe i can really really pissed ppl off..
"just let go"
sounds easy?
under tremedous pressure.. u notice?
definitely no ..
i dun even understand why u sound so mean n hostile.
i rather u r the one who sees me emo-ing than anyone else who noticed it..
i was still hoping for the best when cher talked to me..
when the whole world thinks that u r this n that, i still chose to believe that u r just u..
do u really mind wad others really think of u/us?
i noe i cant be ur option.. nv can be..
but the least i wanted from u is just a lil care n concern..
appreciate me a bit more.....
please..