^ Lovely Rainbow Beautiful Rainbow ..

c Monday, June 30, 2008 d

3am tue
i noe i suck.. im not a good lover.. i disappoint u..
but.. im still learning.. still learning to give u the best that i could..
please believe me..
i wanna keep u by my side..
please acc me to go thru this..
___

11.57pm mon

' =) '

lyric by jay sean- maybe

Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

And maybe its true Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Im always connected online
Looked on my Facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,You play it cool
but,I'm hopelessly falling for you, Every night on the phone
I'm..In love with you, and I know you like it

Like I really want you,I think I need you,Baby I miss you,I'm thinking of you Baby I miss you...

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2.14am

disappointed?
yes, maybe
happy things always seem to end fast
but by grasping it each time
happiness forms
i do wish that time would have paused at the wonderful moment
then i wont have to keep reminiscing
prolong my happiness can?
__

' =) '
28june
1st time felt that we are ___
i smile when i think of it..
do you?

-it sucks to be kept in the dark-

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c Saturday, June 28, 2008 d

feeling blissful now.

A Moment Like This - Leona Lewis

check out the lyric. Nice.. =)

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c Wednesday, June 25, 2008 d

lessons learnt today

Shall not be a nosey parker
results outcome depend 90% on oneself
one can be happier if choose not to be too persistent
one should take care, unwind and make time for loved ones
lastly, one should ransack irfaan's bag to discover treasure inside. HaHaHa !

irfaan, i didnt noe u would still rem wad i said though i think that it's just a passing remark.
today. had a short yet meaningful time with u.
shall find one timing for us to catch up with each other online. =)
how i wish u could hear me out now though i noe the reason why u cant online.. 11.45pm..
take care la big bully..

- proj time again.. sigh.. -

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c Tuesday, June 24, 2008 d

11.18pm

' =) '

heart wrenching upon reading ur blog.

the sweets = bringing u lil happiness everyday

i really hope it works..

the watch = im thinking of u every now and then.. like u more, concern u more.

i dunno why though i felt a slight difference alr.. but still even as a fren i would really wanna lend u my listening ear.

contact me anytime.. anytime..

- rather u cry in front of me, so that i can wipe ur tears away, console u, and when u're tired out after crying u can lean on my shoulder to slp -

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Mmm.. 2.25am

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c Monday, June 23, 2008 d

1.40am

I LOVE SURPRISES, DO YOU?

___

' =) '

if only i could really kill that dumbass for you..

dun be so angry ok..?
cos i noe u dun get angry easily..
but now..
think u're feeling indignant now.. that's wad i think..
i dare not talk to you..
chill uh..

oh ya.. let me be ur deliveryman.. and escort too..

should noe wad i mean eh.. =)

- hey lil boy, it's time to stop being a harum-scarum youth ! -

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c Friday, June 20, 2008 d

doing work at ibrc today was nice.
ppl playing songs in the discussion room.
was enjoying the songs while doing work.
slept awhile.
woke up by hp vibration.
packed bag.
went to town.
walked aimlessly.
dun wanna make it seemed like a wasted trip,
purposely in search for new ear stud.
bought one anyway.
plenty of things in my mind vying to get my attention
but they just clashed.
had headache. heartache.
vision blurred as eyes brimmed with tears.
dumb.

picked up a book abt horoscope at kinokuniya.
read thru.
kinda true.
hah.
wanna find somewhere to sit down and enjoy my meal.
far east to Taka to cineleisure.
crowded.
cant be bothered to eat alr.
walked to PS.
nth happening.
went home.

-if the crowds are power rangers in grp, then im a lone ranger standing alone -

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c Thursday, June 19, 2008 d

alright.. initially i dun wanna 'dirty' my blog by saying all these.. but im now in a fuckin' bad mood over fuckin' proj issues..

MY HANDPHONE HAS GOT PROB. SOMETIMES I CANT ANSWER PHONE CALLS.

im not the ONLY member in the group. at any time u can contact the rest instead.
you dun have to tell the 3rd party that oh you had called me at least 8times.. and you were damn pissed off.. and as if im not pissed off for shouldering so much workload due to passive members..

why cant you just leave me a msg ? if possible i will get back to u soon. oh ya im ALWAYS ONLINE AT MSN. i see u online too. So.. i dun see any prob just becos u cant reach me thru calling.. and for god's sake.. i have been doing proj since morning.. and seriously im on the rack..

i bet you dunno there's a slight change in terms of who's the leader.. i should say it's me and brandon who share the position.. but if any of you who wanna take over the position, im absolutely fine with it. becos it doesnt matter to me.. as long as works are done.. that's that..
oh.. kinda amused too.. u can even criticise ur own fren behind her back. well done.

- ' =) ' im fortunate to have u. im taking it in my stride. -

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c Wednesday, June 18, 2008 d

11.59pm

dunno wad's wrong with me..
feeling cold always..
not feeling very well either.. =(
eileen was nice to me.
she put the shawl ard my neck saying it would provide me some warmth.
thanks.
seriously.. i wanna find jacket..
black jacket with rainbow coloured strips/patterns..
help me look out ppl.. thx..
die hard wanna find such jacket..
=)

wandering ard again..
went to J8..
wanted to find something to eat..
but in the end i came back to sengkang for food.
-.-
drizzling it was..
i walked in the rain..
eating sushi with pearl milk tea..
how unusual.. hahah..
saw one dog in the lift..
seemed like it wanna say something..
hahah.. cute..
____

' =) '
i listened to u.. i gt myself something to eat..
if only i gt the ability to extend hours for u..
then u will have ample time to rest, work, play..
i think i dun just hurt my legs..
i damaged my brain too..
SHORT TERM MEMORY !
so much wanna say but forgot..
hahah..
sigh i can only ask u to take care of urself..
i also can take care of u la..
hee..

-i miss playing volleyball at sentosa.. -

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12.03am

nice.. life has been 'nice' to me.. damn nice..
ytd scalded my hand.
getting fuckin' nonsense from some ppl.
just now almost met an accident.
nice.
why not just one straight 'bang' ..
THE END ..

one fren asked abt my hand.. another fren asked abt the accident..
but..
sigh...

thanks: kwangjing. =D
___

- 我什么都不要你知不知道若你懂我这一秒 -

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c Tuesday, June 17, 2008 d

1.59am

something similar : couple watch, eeyore

anticipating: beach, shopping, dinner..

i wont give up

any idea how much i adore u ?

-shivering-

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c Sunday, June 15, 2008 d

1.06am

sometimes i just wish to spend more time with u.
but dumb dumb proj keep us occupied.
and we have not been chatting for quite sometime too.
u have been unwell.
that's why dare not hold up too much of ur time.
there's still a lil fear, a lil confusion n a lil uncertainty..
that's why pardon me for being immature n selfish..
becos i dunno in wad capacity should i be concerning abt u? in my capacity as a ....?
i gt so much things/plans in mind wanna share with u..
i dun wan anything to be ur burden..
im supposed to bring u rainbow..
provide lil shelter n secure for u..
pray that u will be fine..
please please.. do rest more n work less..
take the vitamins i bought for u..
take care..
gd nite..
' =) '

-wadever u said to me, be it on msn or sms, replay in my mind daily- ' =) '

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c Saturday, June 14, 2008 d

reminisce those days i had aft dismissal from bsu.
bball, jogging, slacking n watching ppl played bball were things we used to do..
yishun. watched the pro bball players having match.
'towel fight' was something we played with april all the time.
yu has always been friendly to me when we just gt to noe each other. long time no see u la.. meet up soon alright? =)
gt to noe alot of steady n nice ppl.
steff,bekah,yu,xiaobai,penguin,jes,xiaohong,april,beryl,punggol,xinli,isabelle and many more...
really miss u guys..
used to be my motivation to look forward for each day..
my bsu team noe that i always slp in the room cos i was so tired playing sports at night..
but i really enjoyed it.. life turned meaningful at that point of time..
we shared wonderful moments.. chatting and enjoying each other's company.. playing our fav bball.. trained ourselves to be the best..

but now.. back to square..
busy with proj.. proj.. and more proj..
i was so tired.. and it was nv meaningful.. becos wadever i do, i noe it is mainly for grades..
aint happy at all..
ppl fought, quarrelled, worn out, fed up,selfish and wadever ugly side of nature being shown becos of proj..

(lyric that came across my mind..)
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
The way I like to have my way

-learn to be more compassionate, understanding, sensitive, considerate n a lil bit of selflessness.. the world can once again be colourful..though easier said than done..-

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c Tuesday, June 10, 2008 d

caught in traffic jam.
damn late for video watching for PR.
bus accident.
got off from the bus.
walked from ST Electronics to Motorola company to Apple company then to NYP.
approximately.. an hr.
half dead when i reached sch.
just my luck.
SIGH !!
__

my lil rainbow =)
time n chance for us to be tgt are not that much.
busy.
sigh.
loathes to be alone. loathes to be at home.
where can i go..?
mm..
i noe u're tired..
but sometimes i wish that we can gt tgt as much.
im selfish.
sorry.
but ur presence chase my fear away.
serious.
Now, 10.22pm.
heavy downpour.
im thinking of u.
i dun feel good.
im feeling very cold.
u noe wad i wan u to do when im feeling cold right?
though i noe it's pretty hard eh.

i wonder, did u miss me? =)

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No matter how many obstacles / challenges / barriers

I will still adore u

everything will be fine

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c Sunday, June 8, 2008 d

wed.
did something.
=)
my frens..
commented that im much cheerful now.
commented that ' =) ' is much worthwhile.
' =) ' u r just my lil rainbow..
sat.
shop with frens.
they said:

why i kept sms-ing
kept smiling
' =) ' seems to be a nice person
me n ' =) ' share almost similar character
gd luck n all the best to me

if only u were with me. HA my frens still said i would value u more than them. mayb would leave them behind n walk with u. im not such a person eh. i will balance everything eh. haha.. you're the best part of my day.. =)

____

to yu: pls pls pls .. be strong .. hope that u r really fine.. i dunno how to console but just wish that everything's fine.. pls dun think that ur life is aimless n u r nth.. jiayou ok? dun really wan to see u so shag...

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c Monday, June 2, 2008 d

mon 12.36am

been having gastric.. it just sucks big time
no choice..
=(
____

my mummy

intend to give me extra cash but i rejected
intend to cook on mon but i cant make it

out of the blue my mummy wanna cook. but she seemed disappointed when i indirectly told her i couldnt eat dinner at home. im so sorry. i felt useless when she wanna give me extra cash for she thought that i might not have enough to spend. im still not financially independent. =(

really proud of her. =)

____

watch: choose not to say anything as it isnt an appropriate time. but im always ready to listen. hope u can feel safe n secure. can always be ur lil shelter with sun and rainbow. dun gt so disoriented for wadever it bothers u. im always here for u.

gd nite ppl..

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