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Monday, July 7, 2008
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'do i sneak up on ur thoughts ? '
u said sometimes.
sometimes, i anticipate ur sms.
and now im really yearning for u.
the sense of yearning is so strong that it leads me to cry.
at times, dreams that seemed so real simply jerk me from my less-than-few-hours sleep
do u noe how badly i miss u?
i may appear to be nonchalant but nobody understands what's going thru my mind.
miss the initial feeling when i looked thru previous messages.
i have yet fulfilled anything that i had promised u.
always, i have lots wanna share with u.
and yet on the other hand im worried that i might be a disturbance/nuisance to u.
i guess.. i have hurt u, let u down, upset u or whatever undesirable actions u guys can think of..
shouldnt harp on it anymore? it just takes time..
i muster up so much courage to say/ask the first thing and in the end i have to muster up courage to say i respect ur decision, let's be friends.
things have not been easy for me.
mood and emotion can fluctuate anytime.
but no worries, optimism still stay with me.
just that i always and still have lots of questions unanswered.
but i really wish to re-enter into ur world....
jamming at Monday, July 07, 2008
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