though bpf asked me not to be player..
and yeah i noe it's not easy being one..
but sometimes one may think 'who cares'
i read her blog.
my mood affected once again.
it's gd to noe that she's leading a gd life.. with friends so understanding and family support.
mine is totally opposite from hers.
i have no idea how long this is going to be..
i told Mr. I that i would try to do something..
he's glad. =)
but i noe i couldnt rely on him too much.
it's time to be independent !
sigh.. i just couldnt express my feelings again... this mixed feelings.
-ignorance is bliss. really? is it true? -