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Saturday, April 4, 2009
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gonna club today.
BORING !
my bday is coming soon.
i wish for my wishes to come true.
HAH..
but aint happy that it is coming soon cos some idiots have ruined my mood alr.
havent planned for my bday and dun really have the urge to celebrate it...
F up la..
sigh..
b4 i went to slp ytd, steff was on my mind..
no doubts many ppl would say she's not as gd as what we perceived of her..
but.. well if i have got what steff possesses now, i might become like her too.
and i love her favourite phrase - ' Dont pretend you know my story. '
it fits well in my situation right now.
i wish to tell the bunch of idiots..
Dont pretend you know my story.
cos you guys noe nuts abt my rs, my life, my doings, my thinking, my emo-ness and etc...
so shut the F up..
dun ever try to blabber nonsense and think this is going to aid u in getting closer to my heart or stepping into my world..
i didnt say i wanna be someone else.. i just wish that i could possess what steff has right now.
but perhaps, this might turn me into another person.
alright im not thinking straight again..
to =)
sometimes it gt me thinking..
whether u still rem what u wrote in the email..
aint sure whether im over sensitive or what but sigh everything seems messed up again..
we are not behaving the way we behaved that time..
i dislike the mixed feelings that always cause a stir..
i can only control.
control the number of times missing and thinking of u.
control the number of times messaging u.
control the number of times 'reprimanding' u. (maybe u will think that im scolding u at times but im not)
control myself from popping those questions again.
control and control... i suppressed it so hard that i breakdown often.
weakling, i noe.
but im still learning....
i dun wanna compare but im sure my feelings towards u will not lose out to anyone out there who fancies u.
-will u take my number..? hahahah! -
jamming at Saturday, April 04, 2009
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