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Thursday, April 9, 2009
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while thinking of what to text u, some other stuff disrupted the train of thoughts.
i was envious of others, seriously.
the other time u asked me to see the whole picture rather than just part of it.
i just gt the hint from the things u wrote uh..
it seems like when others text u, u will reply..
and conversations going on..
but for me..?
i have gotta think hard and at times no conversations between us.
i feel that if no much conversations going on or meeting up will fade off the friendship.
erm, i think so?
i asked myself, what can i do for u as a close friend..
and seriously i feel that there is something 'wrong' between us..
the initial feeling lost.. and u felt that way too..
but.. why arent we doing anything to make a change?
im glad that u gonna celebrate my bday.
i just wish that i dun read too much into everything..
i always afraid that i will say the wrong things and ruin ur mood.
i noe u have other friends and ur life too..
but since u claimed that im ur close friend, obviously i hope that i can gain back initial feel and be the wall that support u. but u always say u are fine.. Mmm... i guess i noe u well but..
Arghh... nvm.. shall stop thinking abt it..
Thanks for celebrating with me ! =)
(more updates next wk!)
i guess im gonna have hell time on sat.
my friends wont spare me from all the nonsense !
good luck to me.
HA..
wish myself Happy 21st Birthday in advance ! WHOO !
=D
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